moon & vines

I am doing this for myself.

I am fighting for myself.

I will get my voice back.

I want to hit the high notes like I used to.  To feel and flow and love freely without consequence.  To be unapologetically myself.  Presently, I am operating on autopilot.  Patterns, routines, habits…most of which no longer serve me.  I have been aware I should make a change for quite so long now.  I have felt it in every inch of my physical body.  I have seen signs from multiple medians of the Universe.  I have felt it in my soul.

But I chose familiar.  I chose the same.  Because I feared the next outcome.  The unknown. The uncomfortable.  The failure.  The shame.  Every excuse.  “If you do the same thing you’ve always been doing, you will get the same results”.  A phrase stated in every corporate corner. Though, take a second to reflect on the message.

If you do the same thing you’ve always done,  you will get the same results.

Ask yourself, honestly: are you happy right now?  If the answer is yes, you are on the right path and keep going.  If the answer is a resounding NO, then pause and reflect on which areas are creating obstacles.  

And you might not know what you want right now.  And that’s ok!  Because we are all just failing forward and we are all navigating this world the best way we know how.  And we are growing every step of the way.  One thing to remember: you are here because you choose to be.  And everything is teaching you something, even if it does not seem clear right now.  You are growing in this moment.  

But what if everything was preparing you for this moment? The moment where you jump off and take a leap and believe in yourself and trust in the Universe?  The moment where you stop overthinking and dive into change?  And accept that you cannot control the future or the present and you are here and you are now and you are ALIVE. And what does it mean to feel alive? And what do you desire? And what ignites your soul?  Where do you want to go from here? You don’t need all the answers.  You need a next step or a big dream.  If you have a big dream, lean into that and the next steps will come.  If you feel unsure, lean into whatever it is that brings a spark.  Follow that.  Any and everything that brings you back into you.  Into your core.  It will create a ripple effect and you are about to release your greatest creative and intuitive potential.  

But only you know what you need.  Only you know what you are capable of. Beyond all metrics and accolades and acceptances and words of validation.  You are the only you.  Go be it.  Get clear on who you are.  And believe in you.  Do it for you.

Take the risks.  Make the changes.  Follow the whispers and the glimmers and the sparks and the screams of the Universe.  Follow the call.  Every change creates more change and more opportunity.

And put faith in you.  You will land on your feet.  You will always land on your feet.

Bet on yourself.

You and only you can navigate your time here on Earth.

And trust in the Universe.